I have been identified as an ambitious person since i was a child. I watched national competition titled Putri Indonesia and said to my aunt sitting next to me, “nanti aku lho yg di atas panggung situ”. I exactly remember what my aunt said in that time, “aamiin, makanya jadi anak yg pinter”
I am always surrounded by people with learning habit so that indirectly build my habit too. It isnt acceptable by all of people around me. Luckily i had met a special one. He made all of my dreams more alive. He dedicated for me, thaugt me everything and gave me what i have never gotten before.
Now he has been spending his time in a hospital for months. I wanna stay awake for him as long as i could, but the truth is i couldnt.
Due to some reasons i just could mention your name in my every pray. May Allah takes away his illness till i can see his shining smile then.
This note i write after i got messages from his mom saying that his condition was getting worse.
Youre still my special one. The only one that can understand me, my dreams, and my ambitions.